firstly i want to make it clear..
i blogged, not to humiliate my gurl, not to blame her, not to say that its her fault all along, not to tell the whole world this problems n lastly, not to ask for anyone's symphaty..
sorry..
im not even like that..
maybe ya..
i've been blaming her without even realising..
but..
its never her fault..
i understand her situation..
her skoolwork n studies..
n its true..
im the one who is restless at home not doing aniting..
n that is why, i felt as though there's soo many time wasted not doing aniting..
too bad..
im not feeling well..
im soo jealous of ppl who are skoolin..
y??
not bcoz of lessons, durh..
but bcoz they are with their frens..
they can talk to their frens..
i mean, their close frens..
n who can i talk with??
my close frens are all skoolin in ite or skul..
too bad for me..
i noe..
i dont even noe wad to do..
y??
bcoz im not used to sitting at home doing nothing..
my times are always busy wit soccer n there's always activities..
den now, wad is all my time for??
specially for her..
the gurl u see on the bottom right hand corner of this blog..
maybe ya..
im wrong to put the probs in this blog..
but i didnt say the real situation..
even when i ask ppl, i didnt mention about our probs..
im juz asking their advise on how to make a relationship last..
n wad do they say??
give n take..
the care..
the love..
n many more..
ppl noe i love her lyk crazy..
my brothers..
they are the ones who has been helping me..
and realli..
its alot..
if im bored, i call them up and ask them to go out with me..
sumtyms, its going out juz for fun without doing aniting besides talking..
and its all juz to pass time..
n maybe some of u are asking why we are drifting apart..
its not that we're not communicating..
we are still communicating..
drifting apart here is about, not being together frequently..
i dont feel her by my side sumtyms bcoz all this while im always wit my frens..
n i noe she's always dere for me..
whenever i miss her n i msg her, there'll always be a reply..
without fail..
in our hearts, we're not adrift..
soo ppl..
i never blame her or wadsoever..
i noe..
her future is more important than me myself..
n she's been working hard in her studies..
i can clearly see that..
i noe her aims..
n i understand evriting..
err..
syg..
i want to teach u maths or malay can?? =)
n ppl..
i accept critics or any bad remarks on myself..
im juz a normal human, free from mistakes..
but i dont accept this person's labelling of my gurl as a b****..
i noe u r juz stating that or telling ur view in ur blog..
ya.. ur blog, ur say..
but sorry..
i dont like that word used on her..
n its totalli not in my dictionary of describing her..
dont tell me there's no other words to use..
today..
ergh..
i juz cant wake up..
head is soo heavy..
slept most of the time..
4 panadols a day n take cough syrup ryte dear??
k2..
my head lyk got bowling ball on top lyk tat..
soo heavy..
wanna tke medicine den boom!!!
haha..
to my one n only sayang:im sorry if i hurt u without even realising it..i noe im wrong to do that..but u noe that i love u..lyk always..n also from the bottom of my heart..u've been missed badly by me..can i get the permission to take out ur heart, treat it nicely until it is healed..den i'll take out mine..we'll locked it together..den we'll throw the keys..let the whole world know how much i love u k..muackz!nyte2 evribodi..
