soo..
juz came bck frm tamp..
imagine, u got no money..
n wanted to go back home at jurong by mrt..
n dere's no mrt service..
was late by 10 mins..
n me n my cuzzie was lyk lost ppl..
wadever seh..
i noe im at home now..


ytd work lyk siow..
i drop the cup of water in front of customers twice..
i banged the glass door lyk slenge..
my gurl always call me dat..
ahaha..
ppl laugh i dont care..
ppl scold i care..
eh..
come on..
i have face ok..
scold lyk nobody's business..
idiot ppl u are..
customers are always ryte?? bullshit..
wadever seh to the customer..

juz now..
uncle's wedding..
n im tired now..
need to go to tampines early morning tml..
lyk shit..
haiz..


ema dear..
u didnt tell me how u feel in class..
u didnt want to show it in front of me..
but i still noe..
dear..
ur probs are my probs..
n i feel the way u feel..
maybe u can say, im not in ur position..
i wont feel the real thing..
but ur pain is my pain..
this year is vital for u..
bcoz this is the year for u to show that even though u drop, u can still do well in studies..
dropping doesnt mean the end of the world..
its not the end of everiting..
who noes wen u tke ur o lvl next year n u get better results den tis year's sec 4 exp batch..
try to fight all the negative thinking..
maybe u're not yet adapted as some of ur close frens were not dere..
but try to get use to it n strive well for ur studies..
make ur parents proud..
i'll be behind u or wherever when u need me..
i'll be dere for u my dear..
hope u get a chance to read dis..

sorry if i talk lyk paham lyk tat coz look at the time..
mata da koyak..
tilam sudah panggil..
soo..
all of u..
tke cre..
n study hard..

i miss my parents..
my mum..
my dad..
haiz..
lyf bored without them here..
now den i feel it..
2 more weeks n they'll come back..
haiz..

calobete.....

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