long time no blog..
k..
1 good news..
my father has been discharged frm the hospital..
and im soo grateful for that..
he's ok now..
looking at his stitches, i scared seh..
very2 scared..
but he's doing good..

everiting now is ok at home..

hmm..
about job..
did went to look for it ytd..
alone n now im feeling that i shud juz abandon that plan..
coz i need to look after my father..
when he go to haji, den i'll look for a job..

still cant play soccer..
but can exercise..
right knee still in pain..
didnt eat my medicine at all for the trip..
my ligament tear, i dunno la..

will not blog about the trip yet..


memang salahku yang membuat semua keputusan dengan tergesa-gesa..
aku mengaku, semuanya kesalahanku..
tanpa membuat sebarang pertanyaan dan menyelidik dengan betol, aku membuat keputusan yang telah melukakan hati seorang perempuan yang amat ku sayangi..
dan perbuatan itu amat aku kesali..
perasaan sayang di dalam hati tetap ada..
tidak akan luput dan tidak akan hilang..

the time when u look at me at the restaurant..
n i look back at u..
and we look at each other for quite a long time..
n i turned away..
at that moment of time, i realised that i still love you..
n it made me wanna cry..
but i try not to show it to my frens..
n the time wen we went off to that historical place, tears rolls down my eyes when i hear my mp3..
coz i love u soo much that i cant let go of u..
but i did..
why??
bcoz i followed my emotions..
and that makes me regret soo much..
and i deserve every little and harsh words that u said..
i deserve it!!!
i realised u love me alot..
and me too..
i love u alot..
more than u love me..
wadeva it is..

i still love u..
n thats frm the bottom of my heart..



to aishah and shafiqah..
sorry for the harsh words..
im wrong..
i noe..
i have no right to scold both of u..
i have no right to scold ema's fren..
nk maafkan ke tknk, tk pasal la..
lau tuhan maha pengampun, tkkn hambanya tkleh maafkan kan..
i did wad i have to..
soo, its up to u..
aishah is ok already..
but the other one..
haha..
wadever seh..

abg boi scolded me..
lyk crazy..
i juz noe that he likes zaimah to be wit me..


many ppl said that we're a sweet couple..
and im thankful to what they say..
tanx..


manusia tak lepas dari kesilapan..
dan aku telah belajar dari kesilapanku..
sepuluh jari,aku menyusun..
ku mohon ampun darimu..


talking to her on the phone later..
tke crezz...



abg boi hates sumone..
hmm..
tke cre seh tu anak..
gue pon tk suke..


to sumone..
u tried to make things worst..
and that wont separate me n her..
so, try harder..
and a big WADEVER to u..


sayonara..
calo bete..

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