i wonder..
wads the first priority in lyf..
n its always family..
n after that its my brotherz that is always around me..
im missing all of them..
i juz miss to have a close brother lyk i used to..
now that he's gone, there's no replacement..
its hard..
but i need to persevere..
my closest brotherz are working..
its hard for us to sit down together n talk..
n the rest are gone..
its been hard..
realli..
i dont wanna go back to clementi..
cause i dont wanna go back to my old ways..
n for all those who i have now, i dont wanna let things to happen twice..
cause it will be lyk shit..
to see each other as enemy when we use to be called brothers before..
n to save the relationship between all my brothers, i will do aniting for it..
even sacrificing my own life..
like wad a-pai did..
i had a dream about him..
we met each other n he was saying, utamakan keluarga..
he was repeating it..
it was such a strange dream..
n i noe there's something behind it..
haiz..



to all my beloved bros..
i miss all of u.. :)


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