i didnt want to wryte tis post..
but i think i need to..
although im now lyk half dead..
juz took my medicine..
ergh!!
an called me..
n it will always be about dian..

will not say about ppl's wrongdoings..
but, come on larr..
how many times do u want to hurt him??
this is the second time..
if i were him, i too will be angri..
haiz..
sometimes u tell me things which i shud keep away frm him..
n i noe that its wrong..
coz he finds it out at last..
u noe wad i like to be??
i juz feel lyk not noeing aniting n dont bother at all..
and when an said that adam is a good friend, can be trusted..
do u tink i take it as a compliment??
hell no!!
it was lyk a sarcastic remark for me..
n i have to admit that im disappointed wit myself..
n i apologized to an over n over again..

its true that both of us share stories wit each other..
coz we are classmates n we see each other's face evridae in skool..
n u're my blood brother's, i dunno wads the state now..(confused!!)
but if u hurt him, u hurt me too..
n i dont care if he hurts u..
coz u're onli my fren..
not more not less..
but if u tink that i will help u, nver..
my bro is important to me..
wadeva it is, juz dont hurt him, lie to anyone..
get that in mind..
coz im tired of all tis small2 things..
if both of u realli love each other, juz stop the little2 arguments..
lau nk gaduh, buat perang besar-besaran..
like me..
hahaha..
jap ehk..
jgn ketawe dulu..
lagi 5 mins kitorang ketawe k??
errr..

to my beloved an:
memang aku tau perasaan kau camne.. mungkin ape yg kluar dari mulut kau bukan luahan hati kau.. tkmo buat decision cam gini ah an.. dont do things that u will regret later.. both of u have known each other for more than a year.. n u have seen her worst state n either way.. juz think how the future is lyk.. if u tink there's no hope of both of u coming back together, den do wad u want.. im nver gonna force u to make any decisions.. if u tink u cannot forget her, den dont do all tis.. lastly, i would lyk to say, if u tink that a gurl will be there for u n when she leave u, u have noone else, rmmbr that all ur bros regardless of how problematic,degil,sialan or wadeva they are, they will always be there for u.. ALWAYS BE THERE FOR U!!!!

dont be sad an..
smile lyk i do ya??
coz i succeed in forgetting 2 gurls..
n im smiling n also lyk how i am always like..

dont ever2 forget those who are there for u.. :)

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