well..
ytd went out in the evening..
n i talk to one of my closest bro aji..
asking him wad shud i do...
i told him sumting n he said juz leave..
he will support me in evriting i do..
den i tell him, i dont need it..
haha..
den he say if there's aniting, call him..
ya..
den off we go to our lepak place..
he went home..
so, me n atai proceed there..
on the way we tok rubbish..
not us.. but slipknot..
imagine he say like tis, 'eh kwn aku mati..'
den we ask 'asal'??
he say 'kene langgar..'
we ask again, 'dengan' ??
he say, 'bacteria'..
we laugh lyk crazy..
bebual kon*k..
haha..
upon reaching, walk2 at gek poh..
soo long nvr go there..
then i sat at our usual place..
i was listening to my mp3 when anna msg me..
she kill off my mood..
so, i went home..
den msg2..
she ask me to pass the msg to my ex saying sorry..
i was onli in close contact with anna n fiqa..
the rest gone case..
so i tell fiqa about it..
den she ask for anna's no..
i was lyk, no way..
they will end up fighting..
both were asking for each other's no..
totalli insane..
haha..
but i didnt expect anna to tell it..
i dont want anybody to noe except myself..
too bad lar..
need to pass that msg..
urgh!!
i tend not to look at it..
but terbace..
shittos!!!
so now..
its ok larh..
i live my own life n they live their own life..
i dont bother about both anna n fiqa already..
all the best in lyf for both of u........



n ohh.....
today wake up late..
need to go for soccer at 7.30..
n i wke up at 7.50..
we won the soccer match..
7-5..
i didnt score...
but i assist farhan in scoring..
n the last minute, my shot hit the post..
but im glad that i play finely..
i love it..
but..
ankle is in pain..
n its lyk, again..
shittos..
ergh!!
going to clementi soon..


im slowly getting things ryte..
n evriting or even evrione is helping..
my goals are:
-finish studying for evriting for my 'o' level..
-get A1 for malay..
-get at least 15 points for 'o' level..
-celebrate after 'o' level..
-go with the flow..
-forget about the past..
-work after 'o' level..
-spent more time with my broz after 'o' level..
-get into republic poly..
-get into their soccer or floorball team..
-work hard for evriting i do n at the same time enjoy life..
-get my motorbike license..(syaq challenge me who will get first)
-get diploma..
-if can go university i go..
-go NS..(police or army.. not CD plz!!!)
-finish NS, find a stable job..
-find someone who loves me n also a faithful one..
-settle down with my own family..
-i wanna have 5 children..3 boys 2 girls..
-live in condominium..
-get car license..
-any car will do..

but most importantly, always remember GOD..
n also change myself for the better..

i talked to someone aboutnaming a child..
to me if its a boy,i'll name him muhammad firmanshah siddique..
if girl name her, nurul soffea idayu..
nice ah..
haha..
too early to talk about all this..
but im juz sharing it..


oh..
i saw umai..
n she waved at me..
i thought she didnt recognize me..
so i wave back n smile..
haha..
first love is always the best..
coz its a natural one..

i want to get all my goals in lyf..
so..
lets get the ball rolling then.. :)

tke cre evrione..

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