ermmmm.....
ytd, while doin my hist hmwk,my pakcik n makcik came to visit my granny.. den i went online.. blablabla...
so.. like every nite.. called sumone.. n its.... haizz...
i tried not to hear aniting.. but i heard it all.. n wad she said was true... i feel as though im a real jerk.... n wad she say made me realise tat i dont deserve to even be friends wit her sis.... bcoz of all my doings towards her n realli2 hurt her.. maybe if it's other ppl whom i've hurt, they will juz want me out of their life.. or even better, not noeing me at all.. wads the worst thing tat ive done to her?? me noeing her bestie.. ya.. i was suddenly wondering why she still wants to be frens wit me.. her sis made me realise all this.. im not angry by wad her sis said.. bcoz she juz say wad she wanna say n she have no wrongs to say wad she want.. n btw, i dont lyk to say bad things about other ppl coz me myself, not perfect.. so why bother talking about other ppl's bad behaviour.. or wadeva tat is bad about them??
im oklarh about all tis.. i deserve it.. lets take ppl's words.. wadeva tat is gd, juz maintain it.. wadeva tat's bad, work on it.. n try not to do it again...
but deep inside my heart, onli god noes...
nice one maya....

haiz..
another prob..
im still wondering why u do all that..
n the rest, why don't u stop him..
all of u shud, coz in that state, aniting could happen..
he may be having probs wit tat gurl.. n its not the best time to drink..
im sorie for not being there..
haiz..
n to another person, dont say tat i've helped u enough..
i will help till my last breath..
tats my promise to all of ya..
coz tats wad blood brothers are for..



wad is happening to this world???????
wadeva larh....

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