its never her fault..
i deserved it..
for all my wrongdoings to her..
for evriting i did which made her angry,cry,sad n all those..
for my stupidity..
i admit..
i deserve all this..
n i too admit that god is fair..
i noe im not perfect..
n nobody is perfect..
i tried to be the best person that i can..
n i did try it out..
but i failed..

evriting was a last minute plan..
i noe i've hurt her alot..
n i tried to make her happy..
coz all dis while im the one who made her sad..
i've bought 3 roses for her..
2 bleach rose,1 red rose..
it goes well with today's date.. 06/07/06..
1 bleach rose/06 represents her,
1 bleach rose/06 represents me,
n the red rose/07 represents all the sorry to all the things which i've made her angry about..
i've hurt her alot..
call me stupid cause this is the onli way that i noe to ask ppl for forgiveness..
im not good at all these things..
but its a sincere thing..
but its a total heartbreak when evriting which has been planned didnt go as planned..
n where did the rose went??
juz guess.. i wont say..
it didnt go to anyone else..
coz its really for her..
so nobody will get it if she wont get it..
so..
heartbreaks comes with tears..
i juz deserve it.....


gurl..
if u're reading this n if dayah or ema didn't pass u the msg, i juz wanna tell u that im sorie for all my wrongdoings.. wad i did to make u in any bad feelings or anything else.. wish u all the best in future n also the gemilang thing.. make ur parents proud gurl.. also happy bdae in advance ya.. make sure u study hard for ur end-of-year exams.. dont drop.. n dont worry bout me.. all this heartbreak feelings will go.. tanx for evriting gurl.. n also im sincere in our friendship.. sori for evriting once again.. i have to admit that this time round, its really broken.. n i mean my heart.. its worst than the last time when we break.. tanx fiqah.. tis time round, there's no turning back of my words..


to evrione, saying sorie is something u muz do sincerely.. but wateva the outcome of it, be mentally prepared.. my mistake was, im not mentally prepared that she would not meet me.. coz im stoopid.. i noe..

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