the first question in my mind.. WHY??????
waliou..
i didnt do aniting wrong..
u see..
my family members were never helping me in any situation..
they were not there when i need anyone..
who did i depend on??
frens??
nope...
i dont like to menyusahkan org..
other ppl??
never..
guess??
myself..
coz since young, i learn evriting by myself..
went out alone when im in pri 2..
cook for myself in pri 3..
why im doing all things by myself??
coz there's noone when im home..
or even when i woke up..
so..
i learn that, there's noone except myself..
i dont care about my family..
so, i dont care if they care for me or not..
i like it if ppl dont care..
den, why he do tis??
why is he trying to change my life..
i dont like it ok..
go n die la..
stoopid..
u wanna tok wit who also i dont care..
so dont bother bout me..
i wanna tok to whoeva also my pasal la..

stoopid... bodoh.. legong.. ding dong..
nk mintak belas simpat pat adk..
F la..
serious seh..
geram giler..


i realli cnnt do aniting..
coz he's still my brother..
darah daging sendirik..
haiz.......

tap..
serious la..
bodoh nye keje...
setan mane yg suroh dia ckp ni...
gendeng la.......

ppl..
im not ok..
but i dont need ur concern..
coz i depend on myself.....

11:58 pm;