i dunno wads tis feeling of mine which made me sick..
so sick tat im like so sad wit evriting..
i hate tings tats going on around me..
i hate wad ppl say bout me..
i get annoyed wit the slightest tings..
n i dont care wad im doing..
cause im still in a state of confusion of why all those things like dis..
i can make ppl angry..
but i dont noe tat im doin it..
i asked myself, do i want it to be dis way??
no.. never..
i hate it larh..
i juz wanna peace of mind..
nobody's helping..
onli wen im wit ppl lyk aidil,zhambrie n the rest of my blood,
den i feel much better..
the feelings go away..
but wen they r not there, the feelings return..
haiz..
tell me wad shud i do..
coz im in not a good mood wit all these things..


wad i dream about for the past few days..
i fight wit sumone..
its the same..
hope tat it became true..
cause my hands are itchy..
i will realli lepaskan all my geram at tat person n i tink tat the feelings will den go away..
yup...



things are just at its worst....
do you agree??

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